Trapped in a pit of my despair and blinded by the darkness of my soul What’s left of my heart will be pierced by the dagger of betrayal As my lifeless body drowns before the blood red moon Revelations is at hand in the name of god

Of Love and Lust II TAKE ME BACK TO THE PAST 6 fucking years of bullshit. I think I've had enough. Till this day I'll say I did nothing wrong. I should've known all along. I gave you everything you wanted, I gave you the world. I spilled my blood for you, you spilled your blood for me, If it was really over like you said it was, then why the fuck are we still here? If you really hated me like you said you did For all the pain you put me through Just know I won't forgive you Here's to the past and a better future without you in my life. I'm know I'm better off alone You've taken everything From me I've had enough, I'm so sick of wasting time What is love, if you can't feel a thing? I've had enough of this. I've put you away and Im drowning my sorrow starting today. After all the years of misery and pain. This is all your fucking fault. This is closure for everything you've done. I'm still up all night waiting for the blood to clear. This is me erasing you, wiping you clean from my memory. Even though your words are still stuck inside my head You're just like me And I'm just like you And after everything, I still tell myself it can't rain all the time It's all over now, after all these years of pain You have issues bitch Maybe I'm the foolish one I've lost everything I've lost who I am I've tried to let go of this But I'm still not fucking over it! Here's to the past and a better future without you in my life. I'm know I'm better off alone You've taken everything From me I've had enough, I'm so sick of wasting time. And I've given you so much to love and all this time it wasn't enough You've given me so much to hate And darling please it's just too late WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO ME? CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND! Fuck you And I still can't believe I wasted my breath on you! Here's to the past and a better future without you in my life. I'm know I'm better off alone You've taken everything From me I've had enough, I'm so sick of wasting time. And I've given you so much to love and all this time it wasn't enough You've given me so much to hate And darling please it's just too late 6 fucking years ago You ripped my heart right out I think I've had enough So sick of all your bullshit The innocence of adolescence has swiftly been erased, by the longing dreadful outcome that's been adjusted into place. The girl I met, warm like the sunsets those many years ago, has been consumed by a loathing sense of reprisal, and converted into snow.

Weight Of The World I know I'm not the only one who feels this way I've seen so many faces Who are grieving the same way Does it ever get better? I still miss you just the same I'd give anything just to bring you back for one more day I’m sorry my friend please help me understand and give me the key to become a better man I hope that one day we can finally meet again, please help me find closure, give me peace in the end You helped me lift all the weight Of The World I won’t forget your face or the mark you surely made Never got to say goodbye Night closes in. I’m still wondering why? Please help me understand. Is there something I could’ve done? I'm trying to hold it together But the day you left this earth I changed for the worst, but my tears still hit the dirt Could I have saved you? I should’ve been there looking back now everything was so clear I hate to say it, i took you for granted I should’ve kept you near. I’ve battled with the bottle and I shut everyone out including my best friend now I wish you were around always there to help whenever I was down now I wish more than anything I could turn this all around I know I'm not the only one who feels this way I've seen so many faces Who are grieving the same way I’d kill to bring my brother back for one more day

so many things must go unsaid to refuse you from my head night after night spent together, your ghost wont let me forget the way i looked at you, you were my everything, the day we met the way you fulfilled my fantasies and swept me off my feet, I never met a being quite like you and for the first time, I savored ecstasy and at that moment i knew she would be the end of me light the flame and put it out you were so quick to cut me down left for dead without a cause, my muse i see right through you now all alone and void of love sick and jaded a stick in the mud I was just a prisoner meant to rot behind the cold hard bars of your false hope. my sentence death i was falsely accused, we were something fatal through and through and now i'm stuck with the loss and withdrawals from my most deadly addiction, you were my drug of choice this is everything i was so terrified to tell you. infatuated with the thought of us my goddess too good to be true. a solemn serenade at least i clarified my sorrow. despite all this destruction im still waiting for the day i can breath again and live my life without you here to guide me. (chorus) i have to live a lie like this. misguided and cast away into bliss. im burning bridges now but the memory of our fatal memoir will remain so tell me now what do you see in devils eyes? you always were so confident and could see right through my lies. will you ever love me? will i ever fucking change? would you still be here with me if i told you everything? our place in time was ethereal,every word she spoke so mellifluous. ineffable infatuation was prolonged. homesick for a home that was never absolute. engraving your name into my soul no matter whats been said, no matter whats been done, no matter what we were, no matter what we've become. (chorus) and after all, i still cared more, you're not the same person i loved before this is my threnody to you

trapped in my mind, attempted suicide no there's nothing left for me trapped in my head, i was left for dead, I've got nothing left for them to take dirty finger nails digging my own grave, getting deeper every fucking day i said ill never change, maybe im better this way, leave me behind like im dead weight give me the key or give me the strength, help me again see the light of day you'll never know of the demons you've woken you'll never know of the promises you've broken never again will i give you my shoulder, cause after all you left me colder

Open your eyes and realize we are the plague of life take a look at the world around you, how can we call this our home? Kill destroy corrupt, all to survive The human race will not be revived, your tainted souls will be left to die first you will fall victim to your own hand, then I will deal with you myself your fate is sealed take a look at the world around you, your precious bibles will soon disappear. force fed the lies of society, i will not stand for this mockery I have a solution, I have a vision that can be believed in, the desolation of your ignorance, we are the solution exterminate the human race. bring about our mass destruction, blood will fill the streets the rich will weep stuck in their creed. the streets will be littered with the corpses of the deceased. die, bloodshed begins the world will be left to rot in its ashes, your God will be pleased. And where was Jesus when I tore down his crosses and slaughtered his sheep?

I'll see you in hell I made my way to the pillars of stone A boy of faith turned murderer rotted by hatred to the bone, tormented by their cries as I tear down their throne My mask my mask you should've never taken off my mask Haunted by the memories left behind in the past You sealed your fate and now you're faith wont last first I break your spirit then I compromise the flesh fuck perish I cant explain these thoughts I get when I toss and turn in bed dreaming of genocide so fucking sick in the head human cremation and the scent of death God does not belong here in this decaying wasteland why?

False Messiah I've seen the evil deep within their eyes You're all well past a second chance Limb from limb breath for breath and blood for Blood you all will see before you enter the ground Carving the mark of the beast, I answer to no one so beg for mercy Do you believe in Jesus Christ? You're all the same in my eyes Amongst the killing grounds, a barren remodel of the times I see a family Herded into Yahwehs shrine Severed, exposed I watch the blood pour through every orifice raped and bound your body dances violently on the ground Maggot ridden cadavers pollute the landscape Take heed that ye not be deceived, for many shall come in my name saying I am Christ The time is near, do not go After them There's no way out, look the devil in the eye Trapped, hopeless, cornered, like the slaughterhouse swine And when they come for me, just know I'm sorry, I tried. Hold still I held the gun to her head and closed my eyes I watched her die I watched them all die Dear God how do I live this down? The men, women and children squirm My self control has been washed away by the blood of my victims Bathe me in the blood of thy enemies Bathe me in blood of thy enemies Behind the mask lies a man Buried in bodies the soul of the damned

the grasp of dusk stains the remaining sliver of sun light obscuring the remains while unfolding my agenda cursed and the broken as far as the eye can see radiant blood lust is the only conclusion i seek godspeed ive tasted blood now theres no turning back like a dormant sensation that i never knew i had 7 billion human sacrifices that will benefit this land after this cleansing of humanity only i am left to stand i am god like the flood ill end it all and start again i am christ bow down, for i am the beginning of the end forgive them father they know not what they do. they put the false messiah on a pedestal and made a mockery of you the priests, men of god have turned to children for their needs, silver spoon feeds them lies and forces them onto their knees the seed was planted, damned from birth against their will to walk this earth: brainwashed close minded and taught one thing: you must obey and man you cannot hear or see. no one left to hear youll walk this desolate wasteland in time you will see and understand why this must happen. follow me into hell while your precious planet dies. sitting on a throne of broken bones watching your children burn. no where left to run nowhere left to hide only left to burn condemned, left to die tremulous incessant the death toll continues to rise, i am the malefactor responsible for your demise. merciless killing and the fall of man, i am soaked in the blood of former loved ones where do i stand? mangled tainted human carcasses wash ashore as red tide closes in. disconnected from the human condition, so detached from reality ive tasted blood now theres no turning back like a dormant sensation that i never knew i had 7 billion human sacrifices that will benefit this land after this cleansing of humanity only i am left to stand